sorting out my thoughts

sigh, so many things bothering me.
I wanna get away from this plastic world.

Things got more complex when I thought I otherwise. Sometimes I wonder, if time was turned back and gave me a chance to redo my decision, will i repeat what I've done? Nothing came into my mind, cause it's neither here nor there. Perhaps ignorance is bliss no? secrets are just like air pressure, too much of suppressing will explode right? too much of process instrumental -.- I never meant to hurt anyone.

P.S: i suspect the postman is a thief. -.-

touched

A young man was getting ready to graduate college.
For many months he had admired a beautiful sports car in
a dealer's showroom, and knowing his father could well afford it,
he told him that was all he wanted.

As Graduation Day approached, the young man awaited signs
that his father had purchased the car. Finally, on the morning
of his graduation his father called him into his private study.
His father told him how proud he was to have such a fine son,
and told him how much he loved him. He handed his son
a beautiful wrapped gift box.

Curious, but somewhat disappointed the young man
opened the box and found a lovely, leather-bound Bible.

Angrily, he raised his voice at his father and said, "With all your money you give me a Bible?" and stormed out of the house, leaving the holy book.

Many years passed and the young man was very successful in business.
He had a beautiful home and wonderful family,
but realized his father was very old,
and thought perhaps he should go to him.

He had not seen him since that graduation day.

Before he could make arrangements, he received a telegram telling him his father had passed away,
and willed all of his possessions to his son. He needed to come home immediately and take care things.
When he arrived at his father's house, sudden sadness and regret filled his heart.

He began to search his father's important papers and saw the still new Bible,
just as he had left it years ago. With tears, he opened the Bible and began to turn the pages.
As he read those words, a car key dropped from an envelope taped behind the Bible.


It had a tag with the dealer's name, the same dealer who had the
sports car he had desired. On the tag was the date of his graduation,
and the words...PAID IN FULL.

It's so sad. When I graduate, I doubt i'll want my parents to buy me a sports car, I just want them to be proud of me. Why study for the sake of a reward from your parents? Why study for a sake of a sports car or luxurious items? Since young, I was taught to study for the sake of my future and don't expect any rewards just because I attained As in my report card.

after not eating for idk how many months!
but kiki hates it :(

at his place! ready to watch underworld dvd marathon

haha, today was so fun! Morning went to work tgt with pei jun. :) Aftermath went to meet Kiki(whom was so impatient just to wait for me even 1 min also cannot that kind -.-) at Ikea for lunch then went to buy my red fbts for lifeguard duty -.- why must it be such a striking colour like red -.....- maybe that's the purpose.

Kiki suggested to go to his house to watch a movie marathon. Finally I understood the whole story of underworld. Recently this year(?), we went to watch underworld part 3 without me wathcing the first 2 parts -.- well that explains it all, that I'm not stupid! wahahhaha. It was so fun laughing at kiki's pri6 nerdy nerdy pictures the centre parting was damn solid la!!! It was as if he used half the bottle of gel to comb along with his hair. It was damn tokong I never bluff! hahaha!!! Well, there are the cute times too, he was really adorable, but I must say his sister was more lovable when she was a toddler than he was... :P Well, let's just say I have a thing for baby girls! :)

Home sweet home! My fever has subsided already! yay!!

Was suppose to go out with kiki today to celebrate our 14th month :(
was suppose to ask wx and my girls out since exams are over!! :(
Was suppose to swim tomorrow with kiki at metropolitan(?) :(

SIGH! BUT I'M DOWN WITH FEVER, FLU AND COUGH.
Felt like I was going to die yesterday, 38.4 degrees is my temp this morning
Hope it subsides soon, I don't wanna quarantine myself!

Don't even know if i can make it from 9 to 3 being a life guard..... yes! it's rather old news but I passed my BM and I can be a life guard now. ahhaha. and Happy 14th month kiki ^^ mwa! me love you much, thanks for bringing the medicine which made me felt so much better after that! :)

rants

Eh seriously, you're the best actress I've ever seen in my life
Leave yourself some damn pride la, that's the least you can do already
Oh, I really must say I'm impressed in you swallowing your guilt so well and continue acting
not bad at all

The best

cannot la i look so super tanned in this pic without editing until like heaven like that
HAHAHA

gave her bags for her birthday! we designed each for her :D
so sweet right! wee! ahahaha

omg look at my lao sai black face -.-
BIATHLON I HATE YOU

joan why, face cramp ah? hahahaa!!
can beat Metiga's leg cramp alr

:)

It has been so long since we sit down properly to have a good talk, talk about anything everything. From stupid things like April's lame jokes to our favourite phrase of the day, 'YUP, THANKS!' hahahahahaha!! inside joke, hor syl? ;x It has been so long since after an outing, everyone sent lovely messages to each other. Those messages that I saw, just melted my heart instantly! I really miss those times like this and finally today, I got it :) I'm sure there are still many outings ahead waiting for us, I love you girls! I will never know what to do without you all. Without everyone's bits and pieces. LOVES!

more in my fb! :D

nothing really matters now

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